Last Weeks.

I recently became sick, which as most of you know has been balls for me! I can't believe I am so sick! I had a constant fever, I could barely move, I was coughing and sneezing. I hated it. Once I got my mobility back, I didn't hate it so much, getting loved on by my parents. But the constant coughing and the fevers always bring me down. I actually got exempt from my exams after being sent to the emergency room for being so sick. So of course, just my luck the doctor tells me I have the Flu and Mono! Yay me. It's okay, I'm feeling better, and it's stress relieving that I don't have to worry about exams I would have failed. But what just really clicked in is that I missed my last week of senior year. Well, my last two weeks. This is balls. I will never get to tell anyone how much fun I had my last year. I didn't get to sit in class with my friends and eat junk food and talk about how we are finally done and moving onto bigger and better things. I didn't get the opportunity as everyone else. Granted, I'm coming back for another semester, but you can't measure up leaving your school senior year to leaving at the end of Semester 1 of year 5. What is that? That's crap! That's what that is. I don't get to hug my friends bye, or get my shirt written on. I don't get to sign the yearbooks, or be in the last pictures. I miss it. I miss it all. And I really wish, for the first time in my life that I didn't miss out on school. :'(