Isn't It Funny?

I don't know how some of my friends are so confident in what they want to, how they are going to accomplish everything.. they just know. I am in awe, and to some extent jealous.

I find myself sure and confident one day, and then the next... confused.

About everything.

I wish I could just find a way to organize myself, what I want out of people, school, work and life. Period One I feel one way, Period Two another, Period Three another, Lunch completely different, Period Four another way, after school and at work, every time I feel different. In minutes my mind and emotions change.

I need to settle down.

I need to stop.

Stop being frantic.