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I've learnt a great deal in a short amount of time.

The best way I have ever heard it:

Do what you love, fuck the rest.

That's the best way, "AN" has ever put it.

I have learnt, not to rely on anyone, do what you want, love everyday, listen to the music that makes you happy, look for the silver lining, do something because you want to, don't let anyone stand in you way, your family are the only people you can rely on, tattoos are forever and always, piercing are awesome, tattoos are painful but worth it, dogs really can be your best friend.

I have also learnt, don't waste time with drama, listen, take it in, and let it go, no one should care, because it won't matter soon. Go out and party every weekend, it will make you happier. See you friends once a week, call your grandmothers on a regular basis, buy headphones that can drowned out the world. You are only in school for a short time, study while you have to. Don't let work and school interfere with your education, there are many boys in the world, take each with a grain of salt.

Those are just a few things I have learnt, and those few I keep close in my heart.

There is so much I want to do in the month of December,

Such little time.

Don't you ever wonder..

It's weird the way people compare you to others.

All the time, I'm compared.

I've tried to kind of step out of that, but it seems to be impossible.

There is always someone pairing me, side to side with someone else.

It's funny the ways things work out.

There are so many things going on, in my head. Currently.

TOO MUCH TO BLOG!

If you think about it

I can't remember the face of the guy in Blockbuster a week ago, or the nurse who administered by h1n1 shot. I didn't necessarily build great relationships with these people (even though I did get a phone number). I don't think I could pick them out of a lineup! Which, to me, is sad.

On another note!

I need to come up new years resolutions!

C&I

I want a great love like Cathy and Ian...

If you don't know who they are...

Too bad!

REBA

Van: It went like this.. "hee hee hee THUNK! hee hee hee THUNK!!"

Reba: OH MAH GASH! There's a monkey with a peg leg in my kitchen!

- i tinkled !

" YOU KICKED HIM?!"

So i was walking to my house from the parking lot - i live in a row of town houses, thats why i have a parking lot. then i see this guy walking a beautiful curly dog. he then kicks it in the leg and tells him to hurry up. THEN! i walk up to the man, and kick him in the leg. he goes "what the fuck was that for?!" so i told him "for kicking your dog!" he said "he's a dog!!" and i said "yes but he can feel it, and he has feelings!"

originiality

im sick of hearing people bitch and complain

about the lack of originality

the lack of good music

... some things can only be original, and once it's created .. its copied.

please stop complaining.

you would be doing my head a HUGE favour!

you may forget me

i wish you could hear

everything i say

everything i hear

how i take it in

i wish you could see

the way i see it all

everything

about you

about me

about the world.

about the ground under our feet

this is what i brought --this you can keep

-- isn't she talented^^ ?

Empty words

She walks the night, how many hearts will die tonight?

I worry about this path.

That's been taken...

Will things change? I guess I'll find out soon.

Needed: Initative, Inspiration, Music, Love.

Fix it. Fix her.

Let it be. Leave it alone.

Be calm.

Be there.

Her body aches, and there's nothing left to say.

There are just so many things that need to be said.

There are so many things that need to be put out into the world.

I need to tell you, tell the world.

I really need to figure this out.

Without you.

Dream

I have a dream

A song to sing

To help me cope

With anything

If you see the wonder

Of a fairytale

You can take the future

Even if you fail

\\A//

You protect me.

And I love you for that.

Happiness Comes in Many Forms. . .

- Waking up to tunes

- My dog

- Biology - even though it rapes me...

- Candles

- Heat

- Day long texting conversations

- YouTube

- Baby Clothes .

What a goddamn square

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY!

It's a square.

OMG! it's mind blowing.

So mind bloggling.

Square

1-2-3-4.

the blind side

It gives me great pleasure to tell the world that the same night that Twilight came out so did The Blind Side a story starting Sandra Bullock about Mike Ore. The premis of this movie has awed me and brought many to tears. It brings me to tears to be so humbled by the world that kids young and old, every race and religion join in a small, packed theatre to watch an inspiring movie. This moves me. As we all share an experience together, in sync, at one time. This moves me.

GG

Life's short

Talk fast

SOMETING

Something I have recently learned is:

CMT is life .

Problem

The problem isn't that I don't have anything to say,

It's that I don't have the time, or the memory space to say it.

This week alone! I have/had:

1 quiz

1 test

1 massive annotated bibliography

1 huge media project

and i have two jobs to put on top of that.

Also, include that I need to up my grade's it's not helping my blog.

As soon as I think of something worth blogging about, or remembering - I'll post it .

Busy Little Bumble Bee

My days were always busy. Always. But since I have become avaliable for two hours within my day, I now work. At GoodLife Fitness Centre. OMG.

Showers

I am convinced that showers have something against me. Seriously.

Not only was my fan on, but it seemed to not do anything! It was so foggy in my steamy shower that I couldn't see when getting out.

Getting out of my hot shower (which I thoroughly enjoyed) I was reaching for the towel, that I totally forgot wasn't there.

Immediately I thought "FML!" So i went to the door, where they are all hung - and my MOTHER insisting that I am a dirty child put both my body towel and hair towel in the wash. They were clean! I got them out yesturday! But heaven forbid, she thinks everything is dirty all the time.

SO! I then proceeded to run outside of the washroom - butt naked, screaming for no one to come upstairs, scrambling for a towel. I couldn't find one, so after going through 2 other drawers, I found one! ONE!

(Inevitably they were all in the wash) So i grabbed it, to discover it was a hand towel. That is what i dried my body and hair with. Fun?

I know I have completely embarassed myself. But I thought maybe, just maybe! Not only my shower hates me.

X

Yo!

I don't mind when you try and mess around with my mind,

But messing around with my accounts,

Hotmail.

Gmail.

Blog.

Facebook.

Youtube.

Twitter.

Not cool. Ever.

I'm not going to approach you about it.

I'll just let you sit there and stew.

Don't mess this up again.

I ask of you,

Nicely.

LIBERATE

please watch it

rate it

so we can win!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nv3qjkA6cWo

BFGW

There's no point in dreaming ,

Things are never going to change.

GQ

Everything in this magazine,

Actually sends a good message.

C M

I knew it all along.

I guess I just wasn't paying attention to it.

I don't like you.

You're rude.

Mean.

And inconsiderate.

I hate when you are around.

There is only so much pretending we can do.

No one wants a negative person around,

No matter who they are.

Go away.

Back off,

Learn.

MS

My friend was laughing at me today, well this morning.

Because I walked into the school dancing. For some reason, he finds it hard to believe that one person can be this happy.

I am, I always, always find a reason to smile. :] There is always a good side to everything. Believe me when I say this. You give me a situation, I'll find the bright side.

It's hard to be the happy one all the time.

But the way I see it is:

If I'm not the one to dance, and sing and be silly yet responsible and serious, who else is going to bring a smile to the people I hold dear to me.

I love to dance, sing, laugh, and make jokes.

If you're my friend. I hope you appreciate my silliness.

Skip it.

Disclaimer: This is just for me. I love these 3 songs. Lyrics I love.

I love the way you sound in the morning.

We're on the phone, and without a warning..

I realize you laugh is the best sound I have ever heard.

I like the way I can't keep my focus,

I watch you talk, you didn't notice.

I hear the words, but all I can think is

We should be together.

Every time you smile, I smile,

Every time you shine, I'll shine for you!

I like the way your hair falls in you face,

You got the keys to me,

I love each freckle on your face.

Oh, I've never been so wrapped up.

Honey, I like the way you're everything I ever wanted.

I had time to think it oh-over,

and all I can say is come closer.

Take a deep breath and fall into me :]

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky,

I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why.

I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you.

Untouchable burning brighter then the sun,

And when you're close I feel like coming undone.

In the middle of the night, when I'm in this dream,

It's like a million little stars,

Spelling out your name.

Say that we'll be together,

Little taste of heaven.

It's half full, and I won't wait here all day.

I know you're saying that you'll be here, anyway.

But you're untouchable, burning brighter then the sun.

Now that you're close, I feel like coming undone.

In the middle of the night, when I'm in this dream,

It's like a million little stars,

Spelling our your name.

Saying that we'll be together.

In the middle of the night, we could form this dream.

I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me.

Say that we'll be together,

Little taste of heaven.

-

You had me,

To get her.

Here I thought it was me.

I was changing, arranging,

My life to fit your lies.

It's all said, and all done.

I gave it all for the long run.

Did she say the same thing?

I guess this is goodbye and goodluck.

I can't be what you want me to be.

I'm sorry for changing,

I'm sorry it had to be this way.

Believe me it's easier just to pretend.

But I won't apologize for who I am.

Remember,

The time when,

You said you were out with your best friend.

But it wasn't the best friend,

You knew I thought you meant.

I used to accept it,

I didn't know I could be free.

But I am,

And I won't go back,

You so don't deserve me.

I don't even want to be her.

Cash Out.

I know what he means now.

By them not being completely intact with the world.

They are here, but consumed in each other.

I love them both.

But they need reality checks.