Nerve Wrecking.

Do you ever get those panic attacks when you see people? I get two kinds. One when I run into someone from the past, whether it be an ex-anything, or just someone who you haven't seen in a while. It's nerve wrecking, and I can actually feel my body freeze up and my heart drop. It drops just a little. But it feels like I've thrown it over the CN Tower. The second kind is when you see someone you know well, or currently talk to. And you just don't know what to say, cause you're passing by them. It's just a build up of inevitable fail and voice cracking. Why I get so worked up over something that others can do in a breeze, I'll never know.