Calling

Do you have it? Do you know it? Do you know what you want to be when you're "all grown up?" Have you had that feeling, that calling... that sense that you were meant for something, and you knew at that moment or at that point in time that you knew what you wanted to do with your life?

I was recently told that I have four potential pathways of life. Four. I don't know how well you know me by now, but I'm not very decisive. When it comes to me, I don't know what I want or what I have a knack for ... for shit. My friends know what they are good at, what the can advance in and what they understand the best. For me... It's the complete opposite. I'm okay at everything, good at somethings. But I'm not great or amazing at anything in particular. The only thing that I know I'm good at is tolerating bullshit, and laughing really loudly. Both things I can't help.

So my question is to you... what do you do, when you don't know what to do?