Monday, February 21, 2011

Never. I refuse.

I don't want to ever feel this feeling again. This sense of worry and the unknown. I like to know what my future holds. I need to figure out a way to control that. Maybe we aren't all built for happily ever after. Maybe we don't all need it in our lives. I don't know, but for those who know what their next step is going to be, congratulations. I'm not a fan of not knowing. I enjoy planning and altering plans, as long as I'm in the know. As long as I am aware. But that's too much to ask, it's too much to be. I can't change that, like I once said, "You can't change a person." You can't change anyone or yourself, for that matter. You just have to go with the flow, pick your battles, hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

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