I wish I could enjoy the music...

I hate then when you listen to certain songs, there are certain memories that come along with it. And no matter how much you love the song, and you try and forget the memories or whatever feeling went along with the song it's almost impossible to forget.

I have never thought I would have such personal attachments to certain songs, different times of the year and specific people. The bad thing is, is that when you listen to some songs its the feelings that you used to have when you had such an emotional attachment is what you love about it. Even though it may not fit your lifestyle now, it did then, and that's why you love it.

Sometimes I wish I could change the strain I put on some songs, just so I could enjoy them and not worry about what emotional attachment I have to them.