TOOODAY.

Today my heart started to glow. It scared me. Last night, it was beating fast and I didn't even realize it. I'm actually scared of this. I was fine and used to being alone. I'm not used to this. I don't want to get excited over nothing. I don't want to worry. I love this feel at the beginning. But fear has taken over. My heart has sunk back into my spleen. Maybe I'm still too young for this. I can't listen to other people and what they think. I need to leave their opinions out of it. And just go for what I think. But what if I'm wrong? I'm scared.