I'm looking forward to the Future.

I'm looking forward to the future. I really didn't suspect that I would be, considering the circumstances that I am currently under. But I am. I haven't made all the decisions, and I haven't fully looked at every option into detail. But I my best friend told me last night to "Fuck it. Be happy, and don't do anything stupid." Those little, inappropriate words tell me that I have to just let go of everything wrong, or what could happen. Stop looking to the future, and just be. See what happens, and hope that nothing turns out for the worst. I can't fully explain any situation that I am in. But maybe I need to realize, a little more often that I am surrounded by beautiful people who love me, and they always make me happy. So here are to my friends, and here is to the summer of 2009!